23rd birthday

Its been 1 year since my last entry.. i had my birthday celebration today.. i really appreciate all the wishes and thanks from all my friends that i really enjoy alot this year.. partly because she was there..

i won't deny i still have feelings for her and my friends ask me to go for it.. but really i don't see it a point.. i not being wei da or wat but i really want to be around her.. i know she won't like me and i know i don't stand a chance at all.. i admit i still have feelings for her after all this years.. i tried to forget her and i want to be her good friend.. seeing her happy and doing well i'm sure i will feel good..

i just cried, i tried to control my feelings for her. when i think of her, the love for her came back.. i know i shdn't feel this way, i want to get rid of this feeling bcoz i want to be her good friend and watch her around.. even i'm not her good friend to her, being her friend i feel its a plus and i'm content to be one.. (:

i have to control my feelings, i learn alot these years and i'm mature now.. i know what i shd do and i believe we will be friends for a lifetime..